Because today at my job, I thought I was acting the way I always act. I don't really talk much at work. You know, compared to how I am when I am completely in my element. At work, I just keep my head down and.... work.
But today, as I said, I thought I was being normal. But the chef came in, and after a while he asked me if I was cranky. So, I told him I was just tired. And he asked if I was out partying all night. So, I blurted out how I had to drive up to Orlando and back yesterday because my sister was having surgery having a tumor removed, so it was 7 hours driving and 8 hours sitting in the waiting room.
I just didn't mean to say it like that, but, like I said, I was very tired. And it showed. I was unprepared for service, and we got busy. I was slammed! On pantry. That should be cake. But, oh well, service was never my strong point. Neither was prep. Or breaking down. Hm... maybe I'm doing the wrong thing? I think my strong point is fucking around with recipes and purposely or by accident discovering something delicious.
Anyway, I just think people who think I'm good at hiding my feelings aren't very observant, or are dumb. In the case of one person I am thinking of, it's probably both.
So, that's all I have to say. I'm not good at hiding my feelings so, you probably know what I'm thinking anyway.
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